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January 11th, 2008

10:06 am: Cha, cha, cha changees!!
At least once a month I find myself logging on livejournal to upload some random school project, because I'm the last person on earth who doesn't have a thumb drive or an email, and am starting to feel a little guilty. I just reread all of my "Recent entries" which span from the last three years and all of which were school papers except for two. It kinda makes me sad to see how slow lj is now, it used to be the happening place online! I felt so...close to everyone? Now everyone just uses myspace, and facebook I guess, but that's nott the same. Myspace doesn't really reflect where you've come from. Wow that sounded corney. But you know how when you update Myspace all your old information goes away, unlike libejournal where it just accumulates. I feel like an idiot saying this, but I'm really glad I did live journal every day for a good two years because that's the most detailed description I have of what my life in the past was like. I didn't realize how much basically everyone has changed from 8th grade year to now. I guess five years is a chunk of time. So thanks livejournal!! Haha....


Only ten more minutes till the bell.

Current Location: computer lab
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: click click

July 8th, 2006

05:40 pm: my computer sucks

Welll Tessa and I have been "house sitting" all week together and it is almost coming to an end, thank the lord. I'm never speaking to Tessa again after this. But this has nothing to really do with anything. When I came home today for my time off from Tessa I started deleting old photos from my collection because my computer has been so slow lately and I figured it must have something to do with my pictures. Wow. I have deleted over, way over, 1000 pictures and I've only gone through about a half of them. I take sooo many crappy photos. So many of the shots looked like the camera dropped or something as the photo was being taken. It's nice and interesting "reliving" the photos, but I'm exhausted. I couldn't do anymore. I've been sitting here at my computer for more than 4 hours. Wow. I gotta go. Who knew deleting photos would be this tiring. I just wanted to share. I'm disappointed a bit though because my computer is still so slow. :( WHY???!!! All that work.



Current Location: computer chair
Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: Guster

June 30th, 2006

10:53 pm: Con-c-ted? Noooope.
I love summer school. It's not even summer school though, it's the summer fitness program. Even though we don't actually do much. It's wierd while I'm there I don't really enjoy it, but when I get home I'm excited for the next day. Today I saw this kid get smacked in the face with a volley ball, and usually I wouldn't find this funny, but more sad, but summer school makes me high and it was probably the funniest thing I've seen um ever.

Summer Fitness Program pluses and minuses;

+. I've realized that me and Tessa are cooler/beter than everyone.
-. I've realized that Tessa's a bee-ah to all of the "dumb shits" in the class, and that's why we have no friends. Not that they're worth befriending any way.
+. I've realized that actually doing "stuff" makes me have more energy. 
-. I've realized that I'm not actually going to do "stuff" after summer school.
+ I've realized that I actually like hanging around "dumb shits" in the words of Tessa, because they make me thankful to only have 4 friends. 
-. I've relaized that a lot of "dumb shits" think they're cooler/better than tessa and I. And that probably a lot of people think they're right. 


Why do we have to be jsut lyke soooo fuck'n cool, yah know?


Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: "I don't wanna be a stuid girl" - but you already are. "oh"

June 21st, 2006

04:27 pm: Well Toto we're not in Eureka anymore.
Hot damn its been sunny lately. 

And yet I still sit inside at the computer. Humm...


Current Mood: Oh no!
Current Music: Melissa A's sweet 16 mix. hella hiph-e

June 18th, 2006

10:30 pm: Summer has come; time for lj.
It's disappointing how terribly I adapt to change. Jeff came back in town, from down south, for Scott's graduation and is leaving tomorrow to go back. He had another ghetto fabulous part added to his car to enhance the performance and he took Scott and I out for a drive tonight to show it off. I'm so...different from my brothers when they're together. They're "gettin stupid" in the front seat and I'm just sitting in the back being a downer trying to act into it. They just act so care free, and when we're speeding along my mind keeps repeating an image of us crashing into something and dying. I guess I'm kinda jealous of their attitudes. To be able to drink, drive fast, and do every drug under the sun, and not give a.."fuck" seems like someone I could never be. I miss when my brothers and I would make forts, have races in the back yard, and play pokemon. And I like changed myself to like those things when I was younger just to be close with my brothers. I mean overtime I enjoyed them, well more than enjoyed them..but hum hard to explain. Hah I really don't care if who ever reads this understands, it's just kinda more for myself. A geeky little boy I can be, but a ghetto man I am not.


This isn't emo stfu, I'm just reflecting.

Current Location: the sahara desert
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: the movie "what woman want" two rooms away
12:38 pm: Best feeling in the world;
no school or home work to do tonight.
I'm already bored though.

Current Location: at the computer, obviously
Current Mood: blank
Current Music: burn it down till the embers slow..

June 11th, 2006

08:03 pm: hello old friend.
live journal is still pretty interesting, I should get back in the swing of things. I've "hella" been missing out.


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Current Location: the computer?
Current Mood: content
Current Music: the buzzing of the computer

March 31st, 2006

11:04 am: All lj is good to me now for : school work.
Just There

We are ever more divided
we are lost
a well rehearsed skill
Mockery
we All learn from the Same masters
Racism Is Misleading
empty and heavy at the same time
to Exterminate a population
Unfathomable
evil forces are at work
Petrified
a world pool of decaying memories
Seeing Is Not believing
the world outside is not waiting to welcome you with open arms
Death wrapped it’s self around them
a bloody tortured mess
numbness overtook humanity
what was important is no more
no more nothing
betraying the beloved
burning Flesh
and yet we stay whole
the bonds of love
against Human Nature
the proof of God
turned into ashes
there is still human beauty in tolerance.




Allie Berta-Inspired by the words of Elie Wiesel and Viktor Frankl

March 3rd, 2006

07:36 pm: Allie Berta
Tessa Brown
Tyson Brown
Melissa Pace
Annotated Bibliography

Topic: Eleanor Roosevelt

Source 1
Eureka High School library - secondary source.

Norton, Peter. “Eleanor Roosevelt.” Encyclopedia Britannica. Ed,1988.

This source provided us with a brief, direct history of Eleanor Roosevelt and her racial equality actions.

Source 2
Eureka High School Library – secondary source.

Bahr, Lauren. “Eleanor Roosevelt.” Colliers Encyclopedia. Ed. 1992.

This source gave our group an outline of Eleanor’s life, and family history. This helped us to understand her back ground more knowledgably.

Source 3
Internet –primary source website.

“Eleanor Roosevelt.” Woman in history 14 Dec. 2005
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Allie Berta
Tessa Brown
Tyson Brown
Melissa Pace
Annotated Bibliography

Topic: Eleanor Roosevelt

Source 1
Eureka High School library - secondary source.

Norton, Peter. “Eleanor Roosevelt.” Encyclopedia Britannica. Ed,1988.

This source provided us with a brief, direct history of Eleanor Roosevelt and her racial equality actions.

Source 2
Eureka High School Library – secondary source.

Bahr, Lauren. “Eleanor Roosevelt.” Colliers Encyclopedia. Ed. 1992.

This source gave our group an outline of Eleanor’s life, and family history. This helped us to understand her back ground more knowledgably.

Source 3
Internet –primary source website.

“Eleanor Roosevelt.” Woman in history 14 Dec. 2005 <www.lkwpl.org/wuhohio/roos-ele.htm >

This web page described the history of the events of Marian Anderson’s singing performance. The page also contained Eleanor Roosevelt’s actual article she wrote and had in the paper resigning from the DAR.

Source 4
Internet – secondary source.

“Marian Anderson 1897-1993.” PBS. 15 Dec, 2005 <www.pbs.org/wgbh/amex/eleanor/peopleemets/ponde06.html >

This web page was full of information on Marian Anderson’s life. We wanted to get a look at her background and all of the racial injustices she had to deal with throughout the course of her life.

Source 5
Humboldt County Library – secondary source.
Ching, Juliet. Individual Rights and Civic Responsibility in Woman’s Rights. New York: The Rosen Publishing Group, Inc, 2001.

This book helped our group to get a feel for the time period. We wanted to know not only how African American’s were treated in the 30’s, but also how bad most women were treated and what civil rights they were given.

Source 6
Eureka High School Library – secondary source.

Freeman, Russell. Eleanor Roosevelt: A life of Discovery. New York: Clarion Book, 1993.

This book helped our group to understanding where Eleanor Roosevelt got must of her standpoints on racial issues.

Source 7
Eureka High School Library – secondary source.

Deutsch, Sarah. From Ballots to Breadlines: American Women. New York: Oxford University Press, 1994.

This book focused on many great women of the time period, and not just Mrs. Roosevelt. We learned a lot by reading about other great figures from the time period, such as Wilson’s wife, and were able to make comparisons.

Source 8
Internet – secondary source.

“Marian Anderson.” Women in History. Women in History. 14 Dec. 2005 <http://www.1kwdpl.org/wihohio/index.html>.

This website challenged many of the group’s ideas on Marian Anderson. We ended up changing part of the script because of this website.

Source 9
Internet – secondary source.

Shawcross, Nancy M. “Singing to the Nation.” Marian Anderson: A Life in Song. 03 Feb. 2003. 16 Dec, 2005. <http://www.library.upenn.edu/exhibits/rbl/anderson/index.html>.

This website showed our group of the passion Marian Anderson felt for music.

Source 10
Newspaper Article – primary source.
Rogers, Jean E. “Letters to the Editor: Marian Anderson and the DAR.” Wall Street Journal 03, 1997: A. 15.

This article is one of the key points to our script. Eleanor Roosevelt having Marian Anderson sing was a huge deal at the time. It influenced many people and gave lots of people different perspectives of the Roosevelt’s.

Source 11
Humboldt County Library – secondary source.

Toor, Rachel. Eleanor Roosevelt. USA: Chelsea House Publishers, 1989.

This book had a lot of information about Eleanor in which we already had. It was nice however to have the same information, but presented in a different way.

Source 12
Humboldt County Library – secondary source.

Cook, Blanche. Eleanor Roosevelt. 1 ed. U.S.A.: Penguin books USA Inc, 1993.

This book presented our group with a lot of information about Eleanor’s accomplishments as an adult in civil rights. It didn’t focus on her childhood a whole lot, which was very covenant for our group.

Source 13
Humboldt County Library – secondary sources.

Adler, Bill. America's First Ladies. Boston: Hill House Publishers, 1987.

This book really helped our group because it was easy to compare Mrs. Wilson to Mrs. Roosevelt. Eleanor stood up against racism when Wilson did just the opposite.

Source 14
Internet – secondary source.

Black, Allida M. . "The Human rights years, 1945-1962." The Eleanor Roosevelt Papers. Department of History of the George Washington University. 14 Dec. 2005 <http://www.gwu.edu/~erpapers/>.

This website went through the stages of human rights in the time of Eleanor Roosevelt. This helped our group to better understand the time period.

Source 15
Internet – secondary source.

"Eleanor Roosevelt." National Park Service. National Park Service. 12 Dec. 2005 <http://www.nps.gov/elro/>.

This website helped our group to further understand the amount of service Eleanor Roosevelt did before the Civil Rights Act. This website helped our group to understand that without her contribution the outcome of the world today could be very different.


03:41 pm: 1. Toor, Rachel. Eleanor Roosevelt. USA: Chelsea House Publishers, 1989.

2. Cook, Blanche. Eleanor Roosevelt. 1 ed. U.S.A.: Penguin books USA Inc, 1993.

3. Adler, Bill. America's First Ladies. Boston : Hill House Publishers, 1987.

4. Black, Allida M. . "The Human rights years, 1945-1962." The Eleanor Roosevelt Papers. Department of History of the George Washington University. 14 Dec. 2005 <http://www.gwu.edu/~erpapers/>.

5. "Eleanor Roosevelt." National Park Service. National Park Service. 12 Dec. 2005 <http://www.nps.gov/elro/>.

February 17th, 2006

10:43 pm: Script

                                                                                                            Allie Berta
                                                                                                            Tessa Brown
                                                                                                            Tyson Brown
                                                                                                            Melissa Pace

                                               Script

Narrator (Tyson): It is February 28, 1939 Easter Sunday. Marian Anderson has just finished performing on the steps of the Lincoln memorial. Only a month earlier Marian Anderson, a black opera singer, was denied to perform at the Constitution Hall of the Daughters of the Revolution (DAR). The Daughters of the Revolution was a non-profit, women's organization for the descendants of individuals who helped in gaining American independence In this time of racial division and segregation Eleanor Roosevelt, being active in civil rights and a member of the DAR, did not stand for this and organized the performance that is has just finished. Two women are walking in the park until they run into a mutual friend who is a DAR member and her husband. Conversation of the days happenings are immediately sparked.

Woman 1(Allie): That was a very powerful show. So many men, women and children, black and white, together for this one cause. It is very moving.

Woman 2: (Tessa) Yes, I know what you mean. What a large crowd, I had no idea the turn out would be this enormous!

Woman 1(Allie): I wonder how many people attended? There had to be at least 60,000.

Woman 2(Tessa): No, more than that, I over heard that the estimation for the turn out was 75,000.

Woman 2(Allie): Wow, it is so shocking to see that such a large amount of people came to support this young Negro. It was really daring of Eleanor Roosevelt to have the woman sing. What was her name again?

Woman 2(Tessa): Marian Anderson.

Woman 1(Allie): Ah, yes that’s right.

[The two women run into their mutual friend a DAR member June and her husband]

Woman 1(Allie): June! So you decided to come out today and see the festivities.
[The women hug and Charles kisses the ladies hands]

June (Melissa): Yes, Charles and I thought that since this fiasco was basically caused by my fellow DAR members we should come see Ms. Anderson sing. I for one can’t believe that the daughters of the revolution denied letting her sing in her home town for goodness sake!...But anyway, I can’t believe the amount of people that came!

Woman 2(Tessa): I know, especially on such a bitter cold day.

Charles (Tyson): This is all somewhat ridiculous I didn’t think Mrs. Roosevelt would take things this far. You know what a horrible reputation my June and the Daughters of the American Revolution are going to have now.

June (Melissa): Well, I guess something had to be done! Sure publicly resigning from the DAR was bold by Eleanor, but by speaking out about all of this she will surely be remembered. She is taking a huge stand against segregation and standing up for what she thinks is right .

[Everyone looks shocked at the outburst, while Junes looks surprised at herself and her actions]

Woman 1(Allie): [sensing awkwardness] Ah well either way, this was quite the large event. Today [all look back at Jefferson Memorial] history was made, whether you take it good or bad.

Charles (Tyson): OH geezzz… I need to sit down, my knee is going out, and it’s not what it used to be since the war.

[All sit down]

Woman 2(Tessa): What I think is remarkable is the difference of the Roosevelt administration to the Wilson administration. Mrs. Wilson would have never organized something like this.

June (Melissa): Yes, it defiantly is a change from President Wilson and his wife, who were indeed very racist. ..

Woman 1(Allie): I heard they even hosted the leader of the KKK for tea! Heh! Mrs. Roosevelt is defiantly different from Mrs. Wilson.

Charles: Well I sure know President Roosevelt has lost a good amount of Southern votes from this alone. He has tried to distance himself away from this as much as possible. What a handful she must be! I’m glad you’re not like that honey, ha, ha, ha.

June (Melissa): This is definitely not the first act Mrs. Eleanor has taken in the name of the coloreds. Theodore’s trying to keep his position neutral, by keeping his attention away from his wife’s actions; it sure is a shame that they have to act so divided.

Woman 1(Tessa): Tomorrow, I promise you everything that’s happened today will be all over the newspaper. I wonder what Eleanor will put in her My Day column about today. Just yesterday she announced her resignation from the DAR, isn’t that right June?

June (Melissa): Yes, she did and let me tell you, it did not go over well with my fellow members.

Woman 1(Allie): With everything she has done involving not only Marian, but all the blacks, really shows her passion for gaining equality for them.

Woman 2(Tessa): Just look at us talking about it, and the effect it has had on us alone. Imagine the direct effect this day will have on others. Eleanor is really striving to change our society.  I think today was very successful in making her views known. Even if it was as simple of a gesture as letting Marian Anderson sing.

[All are silent for a second]

Charles (Tyson): I’m assuming now you and the DAR will be forced to open your minds and eyes a little more. You’ll will probably have Marian perform after all.

June (Melissa): Yes you’re probably right dear. I was never completely supportive of the DAR’s decision from the beginning. When Eleanor wouldn’t let the discrimination happen it truly showed me something; if she had not taken a stand on what went on this chain reaction that is happening would not have occurred.

Woman 1(Allie): I never saw it that way before, the DAR would have just denied Marian Anderson, and if Eleanor had not taken a stand for what she believed was right, that would have just been the end of it.

Charles (Tyson): I know, I wouldn’t have given it much of a thought past a week.

Woman 2(Tessa): This is going to enlighten society. Just look over there at the Jefferson memorial. He wrote that everyone was created equal, but he was a man who owned slaves himself. He sure shows how hypocritical America can be. Of that we say everyone is equal, but we make blacks second class citizens. By Eleanor taking a stand it is a great act, sticking by her morals and showing that she means what she says.

[The four people stand there in thought]

Woman 1(Allie): Well we should be getting on our way. I’m so glad we bumped into both of you.

June (Melissa): It was wonderful seeing you too!

Woman 2(Tessa): Farewell!

Charles (Tyson) Good day.

Narrator (Allie): Following this performance The Daughters of the American Revolution changed their policies on African Americans, and invited Marian Anderson to perform at their constitution Hall. Many say this performance set up by Eleanor Roosevelt was a push towards the civil rights movement. Eleanor continued her quest for racial equality until her death.

 



December 29th, 2005

04:30 pm: A hilarious inside joke!!!!

LYKE OH MY GAH IT'S ~JACI~ !!!!!

JACI!!! JACI!!! And...more JACI!!!! )

Current Mood: wtf?
Current Music: Your life is a flash back...a photograph

November 9th, 2005

07:08 pm: I just glued my hands together and now they feel very smooth.
I lyke totally need to get back in the swing of things and read live journal. Soo much drama!Oh shyt.

Soo today I stayed home from school. Basically I'm back to hating school again, same as last year. Sigh. Just...Isn't fun. Nothings exciting or new. I was sick though. My bodie's just tired and I have a man voice. Actually it's not that bad, this morning it was worse.

Scott found out that hes not gunna be an exchange student. He's been planning on it sense his freshmen year. I feel so bad for him. In a way I didn't want him to go, because it would be soo hard having him gone for a whole year, but now I wish he could by seeing his reaction. He hides emotion well and it's really easy to tell that he's down. My mom decided that we'd get pizza tonight to chear him up, so that should help some. I dunno I just feel bad for him.



But yeah Myspace is down so I got on Live journal. Hah, wow.

Current Mood: cranky
Current Music: G-g-g-g-g-g- G UNIT!!!!

September 24th, 2005

06:50 pm: Hello Livejournal, nice to see you again.
Okay this is weird. On Scott and my way back from Taco Bell, what do you know fast food, Scott said that he wished that he had a male younger sibling instead of me, because if I were a guy he wouldn't be such a "wussy." I kept on asking him about it and he said that he thinks that families with all guys usually are more, not tuff, but "hard." And that families usually tend to be basically the same based on the # of each sex there are in the family. Which doesn't make any sense to me. He said that if I wasn't always hanging out with him he would be different. But, I mean I don't really get how I effect him because Jeff is his main influence, but for me Jeff and Scott make me more guyish. By only having male siblings it gets me into more guyish things that I wouldn't have gotten into if I had a sister. Because if I had a sister I would probably cling to her, instead of Scott. But he has a brother so why would he have that problem? I dunno it's just weird cause I never really thought about it. Humm...I dunno I've just been thinking about it ever sense. Yeah so any who...I just thought it was interesting. And I haven't updated in a while soo...

Current Mood: content
Current Music: Are we going up, or just going down?

August 23rd, 2005

04:20 pm: I don't even read it anymore.

I sorta forgot about live journal...

 

I sorta forgot about Aim too...

 

I'm not addicted to the internet anymore I supose...

 

Am I the only one?

 

 



Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: one of my favorite songs

July 31st, 2005

06:40 pm: OH MAN, best picture taken all night. Melissa we still like you, even if you dont like us

The sad thing is, the shirt doesn't even belong to her.



Current Mood: AHAHAHAH
Current Music: I don't wanna drag it out!!!! BSB 4 LIFE

July 25th, 2005

10:00 am: Well I have Japanese exchange students at my house for three weeks, so that is why I haven't updated or anything. Not that I update every day anyway though. They are sleeping in the guest bedroom, which happens to be the room where the computer is. But they are gone all day today doing a group thing so I got on:). Their names are Yukari(You-car-E)and Ayaka(A-yack-a). They are super nice, but it gets frustrating at times cause they don't know much English.Every day they are learning more and more, but still. It's really cool having them.

It's weird cause right now I'm having like an awesome time and stuff, and I didn't think I would feel like this. Cause on the 27th will be the one year mark of my dad's death. But that day wasn't so hard, like I don't really remember it that well. But today and tomorrow one year ago were probably the hardest days of my life. My mom and I stayed at that hospital from the time my dad got there to the time he came home. I seriously don't think we got more than 2 to 3 hours of sleep both those nights. And lately I've been sleeping like 12 hours a night, heh. We sat in the little hospital chairs and were just talking about everything and would change the rags on my dad, cause he was really really hot. I guess with all bad things, good things come right? Like those days sucked so bad cause I didn't really believe that my dad was gunna really die from cancer, but then when he went to the hospital it was so real and I realized wow you know, this sucks. But during those days I grew so close to my mom, and that was so awesome cause well yeah. This morning I just woke up with all these memories and I was like ding live journal! Sad, yeah kinda.

Current Mood: okay
Current Music: Jeff showering

July 15th, 2005

06:48 pm: If only lj could play music this would be perfect.

Well, I've been wanting to do a picture update for quite sometime so here you go. There are a bizzilion photos, and loading all these onto photo bucket was a two day process. All these photos are all mix matched and in no real order, and some of these I'm sure you've seen before but they were on photo bucket so I thought sure, why not.

Enjoy )

Current Mood: content
Current Music: If I could teach the world.

July 13th, 2005

12:33 am: LJ kinda lost the flare, but keep it on the DL

Well today was an eventful day. Julia and I hung out all most all day. We ate at Subway, then went to the dollar store and got food...and then went to Starbuck's and got drinks...(.) I've realized that I hate coffee. There's this one drink that I love at Gold Rush that Sayuri made me try one time when I was at the mall thats like a smoothie sorta, so I thought a iced frapacheno would be the same type of thing. Believe me it's not. I got used to the taste and of coarse drank it all, but man I was in for a shock the first sip I had. After all that we went back to my house and did what we do best, Took pictures!! And I put eye liner on Julia. Ahh eyeliner. Well i just felt like updating, I might do a huge thing of pictures tomorrow, ones from today my trip and a whole bunch of stuff. I dunno maybe.

Tonight Jeff asked me the weirdest thing. I didn't realize he was drunk at first cause I wasn't looking at him and couldn't smell it. He came in the computer room and stripped to his boxers, but thats normal, and asked me, "What do you want out of me and Scott?" I commented back by saying what and then he said, "what did you want out of me ad Scott when dad died". I still didn't get it and said what are you talking about and then he kinda started mumbling and said, "you know what do you want me and Scott to be, just your brothers?" Then I was like well you are my brothers so yeah, are you drunk. Then he just shrugged at me and laid his head back. I guess it was kinda a sweet gesture, but yeah...then a few minutes later I heard, and smelled,  him puking and when I went in the bathroom to see if he was okay he had throw up all over his arm. That's scary that my brothers can't hold down their alcohol, I'd take one shot and throw up.

 

 

 



Current Mood: distressed
Current Music: don't look back in anger, Myspace
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